Thursday, October 19, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i'm okay... but are my cousins?

i called an aunt just now while waiting for 'Asr and well... i wanted to take a break from stats for a bit. i barely spoke ten words when she got on the phone with me. can't help it... i get so emotional when it comes to the news of a death... especially about a loved one.

its sad with the passing on of a loved one but its devastating when i think about the children she left behind. so sad you know.

i know she's in a better place. no more physical suffering here and its better sooner than later for her case because of the disease that caused her so much pain, and the rest of the aunts who were by her side all the time (they had shifts for taking care of her i was told. what did i do? n/o/t/h/i/n/g).

i cried buckets because steve irwin died for God's sake... what more with an aunt. i can't help but think about it. at least i have closure, from what little of it that was shown. it was still closure. it still seem surreal though... was it a fake clip? all 6 seconds of it. but i know its not.

and i simply hate not being able to be there.

ps: tenkiuk dolna for the super short clip... its better than nothing.
*my eyes are welling up now*

+ > the glamour babe posted at 5:22 PM < +